Amy and i

in London baby

you know what...

think il put some more pics on here, kinda gives you guys a look into my life, int pub with Claire and the boys, erm, gettin drunk

me in Amsterdam, ready for a night out

And what exactly is love?

The thought of waking up and thinking of that person every morning? when you stop in the street and have a thought about him, for apparently no reason whatsoever, but realise that you have to call him, text or email? love is...locked away in the apartment for days, just 'being', like that song from Snow Patrol (guys from my home town!) 'if i just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world...' see, that to me is perfection. Yeah relationships have the ups and downs, but is that not just getting to know the person, to live in their space, understand their habits, how you meld together. I realise that even with this 21st century bigotry thats moved with fundamentalists, we can all get really angry about it.....but then theres the one emotion that we forget that is the most important thing in the world...scratch that, the universe. LOVE. If a God or gods exist/s, then love is the most incredible, important, powerful gift that we as seemingly insignificant mortals have been given. Ive only had 4 beers and now and starting to talk like Carrie on Sex in the City, dang thats odd! il leave with the lyrics from a favourite song:

If its love that you want
baby you got it
from the depths of my soul
baby you got it

Ive been watching you
and im loving you in vain
girl(boy) theres no way to explain

anyway that you want me
anyway that you'll take me
anyway that you can make me cry
anyway at all

Spiritualzed 'Anyway that you want me'

love and blessings y'all
Stuey
xxx

oh ergh

right, i saw this first on www.perezhilton.com (hola Perez! xxx) and i was nearly sick on the dog....you have been warned....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=moE4w_JkBC4

and another

mmm, another husband potentiality. i can dream cant i?

and how beautiful??

ok hes hot

sorry, just had to post this pic.....dam, what a fine handsome man! (if you're reading.....do you fancy a strapping Irish husband?)

Freakin governments

Ok thats it, time to being the armageddon....hello? powers that be? yeah im kinda wondering when you're gonna kick the asses of the government here in the uk, and especially the (i laughingly use the term) politicians in northern ireland. Acting like a bunch of spoilt little shitty brats 'im not talking to him', oh please, get over yourselves you lazy good for nothing, fat, selfish, spoilt, pompous, self righteous wankers, no one gives a shit about any of you, as you refuse to actually do any work (hey, for £35,000 a year, then £15,000 expenses on top of that, you must be laughing all the way into your nice secure warm home...bastards. ah well, at least theres the old saying to keep a bit of comfort 'cant take it with you'. HA!) And now the water bills, well we already pay for it in our rates, but England has decided that we need to pay more.....err.....why so you greedy capitalist bastard scum can take more money away from our already skint wallets? oh yes, and they will exploit the poor, or as they describe us 'rock bottom' on the finanical status. Hmmmm, does that apply to us poor students as well? WATER IS A HUMAN RIGHT NOT A GREEDY CAPITALIST PRIVELIGE. I have made a vow. If i cannot pay my water bill for some reason and they try to cut it off, i will get the country's press to my house with tv cameras to film and broadcast my live de-hydration and subsequent death on tv. and my dying wish will be for all the government greedy bastards to enter damnation, a curse on their bloodline. Sorry, i really need to get this off my chest. I cannot believe how money obsessed our government is. new bills every month and year, yet wages do not increase at a necessary rate. Another thing which is really grating my cheese......religion and humanity. yeah, i study theology at uni, but looking around the world, all i can see is a group of fundamentalist freaks growing in numbers attempting to do what Adolf Hitler did and suppress/kill minorities. If this is the supposed 'christian God' then it does not exsist, it is nothing but an excuse to kill, inflict pain, feel superior (in a very insecure way). In some way i do wish the end would come soon, and those wierd fuckers will realise on the moment of death 'oops, we were wrong' (tough shit you fucking wankers). Colour of skin, Sexual orientation....it does not matter! when are you bigoted assholes going to get your heads around the fact that we ARE ALL HUMAN. so arrogant the human race, thinking they are so superior, yet when i look at the animal kingdom, i see a more cosmopolitan way of interaction than humans, bombing and shooting each other (erm, just remember, only 1 earth here, you destroy it, you've destroyed yourself...frickin dickheads!) Seriously, if Tony Blair and George W Bush (freedom of speech, dont whinge at me) would actually pull their fingers out of their butts and LISTEN to the human voice, not the stupid, prejudiced 'christian moral terrorists', then they would realise...oh, fighting a war is destructive, not constructive after all (even though it will all boil down to oil and money, surprise surprise, a government being greedy....fancy that!) Push the peace loving, humanitarian people too far, and you will have a revolution. Perhaps not a violent revolution, but still we will speak up.
Right, im suitably miffed. Out of cigarettes (this is not good) so am going to go make my dinner and watch some crap on tv.
Love and blessings.....dont forget, rise up, use your voice
xxx

My first blog on here

Well, its a cold saturday afternoon in Ireland, im sitting with a cup of tea and a ciggie, trying to fathom what to put on here. Let me introduce myself, Im a 31 year old mature (laugh now) student at University in Belfast, Northern Ireland. I study Theology and History of Art. Interesting stuff to learn, as long as it gets me a good job at the end of the day. Im gay, out to family and friends, have a great circle of gay friends here and across the water in England. I enjoy good food, cooking, red wine, whiskey, bourbon, swimming ,walking, art, reading, film - horror; romantic; comedy; art house (erm, isnt that just soft core porn?!). I have a dog, hes mad but the most adorable wee lad in the world. Thats all i can think of at the moment, i shall write more when i feel really creative, or like i need to get summat off my chest.
Talk soon
love and blessings
Stuey
xx