God, im human

i love, i cry, i fuck up, i desire, i lust, i work, i hurt. i wish there was a soundtrack to life.
stuey
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Shakespeare can put it better than i

'Betwixt mine eye and heart a league is took,And each doth good turns now unto the other:When that mine eye is famish'd for a look,Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother,With my love's picture then my eye doth feastAnd to the painted banquet bids my heart;Another time mine eye is my heart's guestAnd in his thoughts of love doth share a part:So, either by thy picture or my love,Thyself away art resent still with me;For thou not farther than my thoughts canst move,And I am still with them and they with thee;Or, if they sleep, thy picture in my sightAwakes my heart to heart's and eye's delight.'"

modern world, modern lives, stop, i wanna get off

I'm all for learning, starting over, working hard, but there comes some times in this modern world where we need to stop, to freeze in time and just 'be'. This modern world passes so quickly, it sometimes doesn't allow us to be human and take a check on our emotions, our souls and our bodies. Im pisces, a dreamer, a passionate lover (apparently, its been a while), creative, loving, caring, yadda yadda - still want to scream at this world, the governments, the soul-less corporations to just stop. Maybe i am too much of a dreamer, but what is wrong with that? All this confusing jargon, all these intricate laws and regualtions, no one to blame but humans ourselves. Why do we make things so dam complicated? what is the point...honestly? red tape here, red tape there, this isnt done because it has to go through days of paperwork, why? is it just an excuse to not do anything at all, im starting to think it is. Property prices here in the north of Ireland are the highest in Europe. Prices pushed so high by inflation (oh surprise a human creation) and fewer houses being built, first time buyers havent a hope to get a roof over their heads without having to rent a house at extortionaterates by greedy 'property developers', seriously people, stop with the avarice! RADIX MALORUM EST CUPIDITAS!!! It wont help when you are a cadaver on an autopsy table. No one can give you a voice then, you cant use your wealth. People being charged more to be more ecologically friendly (yet again, taxes created and imposed on us doing more for ourselves...erm, where is the sense in this?) Yes we all need to work hard to live, im not being workshy or anything like, i enjoy working, i just see no need in accumulating so much money and not spending it to help others, not saying give your money away, thats just silly! But living comfortably and honestly is better than hoarding it and demanding more like footballers - please that sort of wage should be paid to Police officers, fire fighters, teachers, surgeons, home help, residential care workers, the general person, not to a person who kicks a ball around a field...pathetic, and mps, pay them minimum wage, then they might actually work for their money, it makes me appreciate what is in my life more. But as of recent, ive been going back to the simple things in life that give me the most pleasure.....oi, dirty minds, not that (well, ok il admit yeah!) not all the time at least lol! But back into art, reading more, listening to different music, spending time with friends more, doing something as simple as lying on the bed with my dog curled up beside me and a good book. Ok rant over, some pic to drool over! love and blessings

stuey

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