et cupiditas est...?

When you cant speak, your mouth goes dry, your heart beats so fast, your palms sweat, you smile uncontrollably, when your eyes see nothing but each other. Kisses suspend time and space, everything feels complete when he is there, time away from him physically hurts. Spending time together just feels 'right', laying your head on his chest and listening to his heart beat as you drift off to sleep, arms wrapped around each other.
xx

new report on bird flu

Well well well, just read on sky news that there is a new outbreak of bird flu.....and right before Christmas! How incredibly well timed, lets scare people with bird flu before Christmas, so they can raise the price of turkeys, only organic over priced ones will be 'safe' enough to eat! How fucking convenient! Wonder if the price will rise.....watch this space.

Its cold

Dam the weather turned freakin cold tonight, well its been a bit chilly in the air all day, just had dog out and feck me, could do with a hot hunky cowboy to cuddle up to.....i can dream cant i?! ah well, time enough for that. Uni good, lectures fun, work a good giggle, heading to the pub with the guys from the office tomorrow at lunch time, im on a half day so i can enjoy coming home that bit earlier and gettin my theology assignment finished the enjoy a glass of wine and watch ugly betty...ok ok i know, sad! but i loves it! plus i hope Mark in the show doesnt fuck up the relationship with the photographer character Cliff, not really his type, but he would be a stable influence on the mode fairy! chortle tee hee!
off to drink tea and wait for the new season of Bones....David Boreanaz....drool!
Stuey
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Love

'Im gonna live my life, like every day is the last...it all goes by so fast.' never truer words spoken perhaps. Love is love, no rules set down by anyone, any other human. Why do so many perhaps deny themselves the feeling that exists in their soul. That feeling when i see him, my hands and breath tremble, my heart feels like it stops , time stops, theres just him and me. Those eyes look over, his lips break into a smile, i smile back. I want the world to just stop there and then, and just let us be that forever, his embrace, a sweet kiss one on top of another. Time begins again and people stare, the looks, the giggles, the looks of disgust and contempt (or is that perhaps jealously as well? a longing) but it doesnt matter. Nothing matters but love.
It feels like moving through fluid, the moonlight casts ghost light on his skin, he touches me, his blue eyes almost glowing in the ethereal light from the heavens. nothing needed to be said, my lips on his, his hearbeat beneath my hand, touches of innocence, purity. A bond that will not be broken. I would run for centuries to find him, hold him, bring him back. Each beat of my heart in this life beats for him, every last breath i would give for him. To fight, to hold, to love.
In the dying light of the last candle, he runs a hand through my hair, i smile and look back up, smiling back at me. I reach up and touch his dark hair, his strong jawline, over his shoulder and down his arms, only to kiss once more before sleep and shared dreams. Within those dreams we are the same, standing strong and proud, in love eternal.