human, definately human

God i can fuck up majorly sometimes, not that i mean it, its not a vindictive thing at all, its not an act of ingratitude. Yes, i realise how imperfect i am and have taken steps to admit it and get on with figuring out what to do. But in the meantime, ive hurt, and im so sorry for it, i reacted to a situation in an immature manner, one for which i feel so ashamed. Heard a pretty good quote today, and its so true:

Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body , but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up,totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming Wow what a ride!!!

Hope y'all have a great New Year, love and blessings
stuey
xxx